Faith is a struggle. Holding on and believing that it will happen is torturous to emotions.
If I didn’t hold on to it I’d be dead.
I’ve reached a point where I’m only surrounded by people who keep saying hold on. I doubt myself enough so there’s no need for anyone else’s negativity and obnoxious opinions. I learned that lesson the hard way in the last few years.
Judge not lest ye be judged doesn’t mean that I’ll rain on your life parade like you do mine. That’s karma’s job.
The other voice has grown louder and I’m beginning to think it’s right….but that is the antithesis of holding on.
I’d give all this back for him.
Thanks for visiting Diva (in Demand). My blog escapades have followed me across 4 states, 3 jobs, a business venture, and a new husband. There are no mini divas yet but I have loads of nieces and nephews to slobber and wipe their dirty hands on me. I am an amateur pastry chef, certified cake decorator, and seasoned home cook who knows how to pair French cuiseine with fine wine, collard greens and cornbread. You'll find a little bit of everything around here.....where I take talking to myself to a whole new level.