Dear Diary: On the Road Again

Dear Diary,

It’s time for me to move again.  After giving up the contract work I need to downsize my bills to maintain.  This isn’t the move I’d planned.  Honestly I thought that by now I’d be back in Chicago.   A year ago I was writing about having house keys again after so long.  Now I’ve had house and car keys for a year but I’m still not settled.  When I decided to move into another apartment now that this lease is up, I panicked.  All of a sudden it felt like leaving one hotel and going to another again.  It took me a while but I figured it out.  I’m still not settled.  I don’t have any roots.  On top of that, I miss being in love.  Right now all I want is a real home.  One where my furniture is and all the comforts are.  One where I can nestle in with my significant other and enjoy a movie or a meal or just time together.  No matter how much it seems that I have now, I still feel like I’m lacking a lot.

Signed,

Thanks for visiting Diva (in Demand).  My blog escapades have followed me across 4 states, 3 jobs, a business venture, and a new husband. There are no mini divas yet but I have loads of nieces and nephews to slobber and wipe their dirty hands on me. I am an amateur pastry chef, certified cake decorator, and seasoned home cook who knows how to pair French cuiseine with fine wine, collard greens and cornbread. You'll find a little bit of everything around here.....where I take talking to myself to a whole new level.