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Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I’m not at home in my own home
And I’ve tried and tried to say what’s on my mind
You should have known
Oh now I’m done believing you
You don’t know what I’m feeling
I’m more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I’ve got to find my own
This is a powerful song….ignore who’s singing it and the lackluster video. Listen to the message. Right now I feel like I am at that same crossroads as Deena….alone. Not without friends or family but at a place where only I can make a decision. Things will only affect me at this point and I’m not sure which direction I want to go in. Without knowing which direction to go in I’m not even sure what decision is the right decision.
On top of all of that, last week someone put me in a position of not being comfortable in my home home. I had someone in my life projecting their own demonic issues and expectations onto me. For 2 days I had no peace.
Now wait just a damn minute. They tell me that the only two places a person can have peace is in the grave and in their home. I’m not planning on dying any time soon so it looks like I need some peace at home. Looks like life is just going to have to be okay without me living up to your expectations.
Ain’t peace grand.
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Dang. I feel special! Don’t you just love Wordpress? I mainly like that it automatically saves and you can import entries from other blogs. Can you tell I also have a WP blog?
Anyhow, about decisions. Go with your first mind. Don’t over think it. I learned this simple lesson this past weekend. I made a decision, went back and tried to change it and my friend told me he wouldn’t listen to me second guessing myself because what I first thought and spoke what was right. Have confidence in your intuition. You’ll make the right choice(s).
That only works with blogger girl. Us poor blogsome folks have to bring our posts over ONE BY ONE. I got too tired to do the comments. LOL
I just wanted to say LOVE the new spot…couldn’t find a post till this one to just say it
Look at you all professional, great colors
…little jealous that yours is better than mine
Glad you have peace. LOL@ ignoring the video and singer. I am going to have to check out your neighborhood more closely. I likes some of these themes and features.
Peace is DEFINTELY a wonderful thing. I’m glad you found it. AND…it will help you make your decision easier.